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September 17th,2007
我不太看電視的,通常看電視也是在家陪爸媽看周末民視的胡瓜吧......
                                                                               
卻不知道為什麼,印象中有看過這部(不過好像沒看完)
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
在真假模糊的現在,其實還是有點想法........
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
第一個時間裡,我覺得這個女生真的很怪...
                                                                               
這個男生有分開的想法也很理所當然......
                                                                               
但男生一直不願意狠下來拒絕,也讓我覺得是不是別有居心.......
                                                                               
好像如果自己是當事人的話,亂麻肯定斬得乾淨俐落.......
                                                                               
再加上女生媽媽提出的價碼,就男生所陳述的情況而言.......
                                                                               
根本就是天方夜譚......
                                                                               
更增加了對男生這邊的同情..........
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
可是後來想想女生的想法,嚴格說起來.....
                                                                               
好像也沒什麼不對........
                                                                               
而且媽媽站在維護女兒的立場......
                                                                               
嗯..................




                                                                               
對於維護自己的家人這種事情.......
                                                                               
大約在國、高中的時候........
                                                                               
也許是人情世故看得不多.....
                                                                               
也許是從小所見所聞的.....都是偏向正向、剛直的東西.......
                                                                               
所以其實是有點不屑的........
                                                                               
不過那個時候不屑的事情還有很多............
                                                                               
總括來說.....
                                                                               
也許對於「人性」這件事情  我是完全否定的.......
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
隨著這幾年經過了一些不足為外人道的事情.......
                                                                               
私心什麼的就全都跑出來了...........
                                                                               
就像很多事情一樣.......
                                                                               
我一直不知道這樣是好還是壞......
                                                                               
嗯................
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
拉回到片子的想法........
                                                                               
有的時候,我也會懷疑我是不是個怪人............
                                                                               
更早的時候,曾經希望過自己是個怪人.........
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
應該這麼說吧........
                                                                               
聽說很多天才都是怪人....... ex. CIH之類的
                                                                               
所以在英雄主義的作祟下就覺得......
                                                                               
好像被認定為怪人是成為天才的第一步...........
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
不過後來覺得如果能是天才  又不是怪人的話......
                                                                               
這樣應該會好很多......
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
但是現在常常會懷疑自己是不是怪人..........
                                                                               
只是在大家的保護下,完全不知道自己的情況............
                                                                               
如果是的話......可以和我說一聲嗎?
                                                                               
我想我可以接受的........
                                                                               
                                                                               
再拉回對於怪人這件事情.......
                                                                               
有件事情現在常常都會想到......而且滿後悔的.........
                                                                               
是在國小五年級吧.........
                                                                               
那個時候因為是班長(應該吧)的關係........
                                                                               
所以老師把我安排在一個比較特別的女生旁邊坐........
                                                                               
希望能夠在課業之類的能夠多與她交流(不過一開始沒和我說).....
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
那個女孩子在智力上面有一點點不大方便...
                                                                               
加上可能家裡的衛生環境沒有很好....所以身上常常有味道.......
                                                                               
還有一點我一直不知道是不是真的.....總之就是班上常常會傳來傳去的puppy love
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
一開始被排到位子的時候,其實沒有什麼特別感覺........
                                                                               
也許就像男主角說的  一開始還不知道..........
                                                                               
經過一陣子的相處,就大概知道了這個女生的狀況.........
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
而全班大換位子的時候.........
                                                                               
老師又把這個女生和我排在一起.........
                                                                               
在那個古靈精怪的敏感年紀.......
                                                                               
老師的策略馬上就被我發現了.........
                                                                               
                                                                               
各種排擠的小動作就開始了.....
之後我就裝病不去學校......
                                                                               
一直到老爸老媽發現不大對勁才和老師聯絡........
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
後來回到學校之後,被老師訓了一頓之後,位子就被排開了.........
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
現在想起來  欺負(排擠)這個女孩子實在是很糟的事情......
                                                                               
相當的後悔.........
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
不過雖然很後悔.......
                                                                               
但是看到這部片子的第一想法卻還是抗拒女方..........
                                                                               
在抗拒的另一個面向.........
                                                                               
又希望如果自己是怪人的話.........能夠得到其他人的包容.......
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
嗯...............
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